1st of July.
It´s still raining and everything seems so calm out there. even the wind´s blowing calmly. Cosy. and the best thing is, I don´t have to go anywhere or do something important today. So here I am, taking my time alone and thinking to write something to decrease my brain´s tension.
so, 1st of July eh? half of 2010 has gone,eh? no wonder. many things have happened. both good times and bad. ups and downs. I honestly don´t know how to ´welcome´the down times yet. not yet. easy to say, but hard to really do it. sometimes it´s just hard, or impossible to smile and look for the bright side. takes a lot of training. I thought, I have had enough ´training´but well..nooo..simply because life goes on. and I´m alive. and I´m thankful for that.
Being always optimistic and happy is not always easy to do. many people said that without the down times, you will not feel the good times. and without the down times, life will be just flat. and boring.
I know that very well. Don´t tell me anymore.
I just don´t like the down times very much. no one does anyway.
but for this time, let me take my time, feeling bad, and hoping I can touch the bottom anytime soon, so i can only go up, up, and up..
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